I'd know. I may appreciate him and like going but no. I don't look up stuff of him online, I don't email him much, and if I do, I feel awful about it. I hate annoying him. I don't call. I talk about him on here because that's the point of this forum thread but not otherwise, unless I am like "I am going to therapy today" to my mom... I know how I get when I attach to people and I am not there. At this point, I don't care if its a week or 10 days if I see him. I am not dying over it in between.

Lots of things.