All my life I had to deal with emotional stuff alone. I'm afraid this is my destiny, like the universe is waiting for me to get up and cotinue again and again.
I don't want to be strong anymore, to fight, to do whatever because all of that is done alone.
And it's not fair. "You are strong" = "You are alone"

I need help...why don't I deserve support? How much lower should I get?
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