It's lonely and confusing for me to feel different. In a way I like it because I can give up which I want to do . But it is overall better when I find common ground with people which is why I'm here. There's always a common thread because we're all wired almost the same in a way. Like when I have OCD issues I'll think well everyone has a bit of obsessive thinking. Everyone has a bit of something.

I guess I struggle to remind myself that I'm not the only person with my issues whatever they are. It's a big world and if I can easily find people like me on this forum alone then imagine how many others exist.