There was a car accident when I was little in which my head cracked the front windshield...
I was never taken to the doctor, in fact my parents never knew about it i think but I dont remember because I blacked out...
apparently was able to act like everything was normal... which we did a lot back then through it all..

I just remember the one part that the car was going fast... and that i looked up, we were in the ditch on the railroad, and my head hit the windshield and it was cracked where I was...
we were going atleast 90mph... and i was around 5 years old...

I don't remember my child hood, or that much for that matter...
but I have these flashes of those type of memories...

I think I damaged my brain physically with all of the blows that it has taken over the years...
I've been through so much, my body has been hurt so much...

Im concerned about traumatic brain injury... the new therapist mentioned it almost right off the bat, i didnt know what to say because no one has ever cared enough to talk about it...
so maybe i will try to talk to my doctors about it and see if they can do something to find out if i have actually damaged my brain or something i should be doing to make it better instead of taking all these psychiatric drugs...