Do you ever have something big going on in your life that should make you distraught or really upset, but it doesn't?? And the fact that it doesn't upset you, upsets you more than the actual situation?

Example: I cut a really good friend out of my life yesterday and I had thought that I would be really upset, but I don't feel anything towards the situation. I'm actually more upset that I'm not feeling anything. It's a hard feeling to explain..