there was no doctors... we fled the scene because my psychotic half brother was driving without a license under the age and under the influence...

my mother did not know that anyone got hurt because apparently he was good at manipulation... i dont remember what happened a lot of the times he hurt us or the times we got hurt but i know that he would tell us things like if we told that he would hurt us more or that we would get into more trouble...

i just remember him talking mom into letting him drive the car to the dump to drop off some trash... which was about 15 minutes down the highway...
all 3 of us was in the car... i think i was in the front... and i think i was scared...
and i remember a car pulling up to us telling us that we needed to get out of there because cops were coming after the car ran off the road... its all a blur and i dont remember it very well... after that i dont remember anything...

there was always fighting and i would block out memories and time all of the time... so its not uncommon for me to be having a memory and then it go blank...

i dont remember any pain... although one would think there should of been some sort of pain... even tapping ones head against the windshield...

i have scars on my head and face but its no telling which accidents they are from...

we never were taken to the hospitals though because of the neglect... for instance...

one time we were playing outside... when we heard a peculiar sound...
it sounded like a train was whistling inside the house, curious kids wanted to investigate... there sat a pressure cooker on the stove... all of us gathered around, trying to figure out what it was doing... one wrong turn of the mechanism and it exploded... boiling water everywhere... meat everywhere...

it was hours, and hours... before my dads sister finally convinced him to take us to the emergency room... him drunk... my mom not at home because they had separated again...
this one i also dont remember very well... i've just pieced it together over the years....

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