I still don't get being basically " grounded" after such an emotional hell that you overserve yourself some meds .
I think that BS !
Plus having someone come to you're home daily ??? Total waste of money ! Hope YOU don't have to pay for that , total waste of tax dollars.
I'm so sorry you go through this , I do agree you should explore the reasons you put yourself in situation where you self sabotage.
I'm glad you and your husband are okay , hope you can keep it this way