In the past 2 weeks I opened up to my T about my childhood sexual abuse that took me 30 plus years to discuss. My T told me yesterday that my insurance co called her and said I am only allowed 1 session per week instead of 2. I told my T this was okay and I would be fine...... I am not. I couldn't sleep all night and now I am becoming very withdrawn and having suicidal thoughts. I know it's not my T fault but my anger is towards her?? I m already thinking I'm done and never coming back. I finally open up and now I feel shut down. I'm so confused and don't know what to feel.