Thanks guys.

I'm feeling a little better today, still pretty "blah" though. I guess my problem is that a lot of the people I'm closest to make me feel even more alone? I'm constantly ignored and then told I'm 'wrong' for feeling upset about it. My depression has definitely pushed nearly everyone away, I can't remember the last time I've someone has approached me to have a conversation. Like a genuine "I like you" conversation. These days it just feels like they're talking to me out of obligation? And I just feel like I'm a massive waste of their time.

It could be just my depression talking but feeling so alone when I'm with people that constantly give off the vibe that I'm just being 'baggage' makes me even more depressed and alone. If that makes any sense, ha.