my T hurt me so much yesterday in therapy. i checked out and was so completely frozen .i couldnt move . i didnt want to move . i had to hold myself together . i have not felt this way in a long time . i was lost and felt trapped ,i could do nothing right . i was terrified .it seemed like she was just like the mother .out to shame me and make me feel miserable .she has said i do this to myself. i dont think i do . im still so hurt i feel she hates me and i cant even tell her that .