Dear T,
I'm not angry with you anymore. I believe you that you love me and are doing this because of that love. See, I did not email you a nasty, angry email. I cried instead and went out to eat with a friend. I'm sorry my video didn't get to you and I appreciate your replying with a sad face! I could send photos of the kids but maybe I can hold off.
I wish I knew how your daughter's wedding plans are coming along! I have the right to ask how much time you're taking off but I'll try to wait.
I think there is also a 30 something part who couldn't cope with life after her mother died. No one has taken her place but I wanted Ts to. My mother didn't encourage me to grow up. You have. I need your support and love though. I am grateful I do have it even when it is tough love . I don't want you to leave me yet. I don't want to leave you either. I wish I could get through this stuff faster but I can't.
Love,
rainbow
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