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Hi T,
I wish I could be in touch with you. I wish that was something you had offered. I wish we could have had a much stronger bond than what we have. A special relationship. This stems from my desire for intimacy with people I am attracted to.
I know that any relationship you would want would have to be in the confines of the therapeutic model. I do not find the decision for non-engagement during this break to be mutual. I do not want to put my desires out in front of you in fear of them being refused and the inferior position that I have in this relationship be slapped to me.
I wish this relationship could be so much more. But it can’t and it won’t. And hence, it will be another frustrating experience for me.
Yours,
schizoid
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