J,

I didn't tell you last session about the disturbing images that flashed in my mind's eye during that moment when I zoned/spaced. Honestly, though, I appreciate that you noticed both that something happened and that I wasn't ready to talk about it.

This week has been really hard not having a 2nd session with you, but I'm afraid to get used to 2 sessions a week with you. I don't want to attach to you like I did to S. I don't want to think of you or feel things towards you. I'm too scared of getting hurt again. But, admittedly, I am relieved to have a session today. :\