i've been considering going to the hospital for some time... they have been wanting me to go...
its just the place that i have been i did not have a good experience with...

curious.. would they be able to help me figure out if i have had a tbi there?

would it be a good or bad idea since i already have a psych appointment coming up on the 21st? maybe i should just wait.... but...

im thinking that it might wouldn't be a bad idea because it would be new doctor that might understand my situation and symptoms better...
but at the same time might be a bad idea because that doctor doesnt know me...

im concerned that at this next appointment my doctor will not know what to do next...
and im feeling like i just want to go back on my old meds which i dont know if is a good idea or not, which it has to be better than the way i am and have been feeling...

i really really really don't want to go, i mean really...
i cant stress that enough... but i need help, and i dont know what to do

when she took me off the cymbalta my depression attacks became alot worse...
the wellbutrin doesnt really seem to be doing too much for the depression but i think its helping me with my smoking problem so i dont really want to get rid of it either...

i used to take them both at the same time so i dont know why she was so wary of me taking both of them...
i think i just want to get back on the abilify and cymbalta and leave the rest the way it is...

i dunno what to do