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Originally Posted by shattered sanity
I think their's something about sundays. I do.
I used to fly in to terrible rages on a sunday, regardless of how I felt during the rest of the week
and why?
just because it was a sunday. no reason other than that.
really hard to control rages too
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I used to get really down on Sunday afternoon/ evenings. I've always hated the thought of having to force myself through a fixed schedule Monday-Friday. I guess it started with school and after that continued throughout the years I've been working the "standard" 9 to 5 jobs. I'm afraid I'll have togo back to that again and that already gives me suicidal thoughts.
Though I do need some schedule and discipline in my life (apparently), but I'd like it to be about something that wouldn't feel like a torture for once. Something that takes in consideration my needs and where I don't feel powerless and overwhelmed