I have accepted my bipolar diagnosis. It made so much sense to what I had experiencing. But lately, I question it because both my doctors have failed me. Is there something wrong with me that I cannot see? Why do I feel like they don't believe me and can't help me? What do I have to do to prove that I am in emotional pain. I don't even know which one I need more, my pdoc or tdoc. I'm just lost and want to disappear. I'm beyond frustrated.