All I can say is "I've been there". I, too, was a teacher and it IS like going to war. I finally went on disability.

My hands shake all of the time. I am sick of it. I have a lot of your other symptoms, too.

I really admire you for trying to get your certificate renewed. That is a real victory.

So glad you have a good T. That can make a huge difference.

You are not alone.

Best wishes to you.