It's 5. I have to get n2 soon. My nap didn't help so I want to go to bed but bedtimes in 3 hours. Hardly a point. I'd be up late then.

And I'm mad. Reading about others here on gabapentin and Klonopin and knowing the bad anxieties I've gone through with no help at all why shouldn't I ask my Pdoc for one of those? Because she'd think I was drug seeking? Meh.