I get up wide awake. I get up the same time every day (give or take a few snooze pushes) and go to bed around the same time (8:30 or 9). But I'm still tired! Sometimes, I try to nap, but I find that doesn't really help. I get up and still feel tired. (Like today.) So then, I look forward to bedtime. But, the sun is still up! Then things like my kitchen flooding happen and I wonder why I'm NOT horribly depressed.

Maybe I am and don't know it? I just seem bland and I guess stable except I feel terribly anxious the last couple days (flood). Right now, I'm in my pajamas just biding my time until I can get into bed. Maybe I'll go read a bit.
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Qui Cantat Bis Orat ingrezza 80 mg
Propranolol 40 mg
Benztropine 1 mg
Vraylar 4.5 mg
Risperdal .5 mg

Gabapentin 300 mg
Klonopin 1 mg 2x daily