I sometimes wish i had the problem of not trusting people. I'm just the opposite. I trust just about everyone and then end up crushed when they turn their back on me. even after all of the times in my life that I've been betrayed and hurt I just keep going back for more. Stupid, stupid, stupid. Even when i know someone isn't a "true friend" I forgive. I'm the I'll do anything for anyone type no matter what.

My best friend of 14 years suddenly has no time to take my calls or visit. I don't know why. But I keep calling and leaving messages. Maybe I need to take the heart off of my sleeve.