(((((((((((butterflylady)))))))))))

((((((((((Jinny)))))))))))

You both are so kind as I've read a lot of your other posts, you are there for so many of others even when you are in pain. So why can't I be there too. I want to get my pity pot and help too, maybe I will realize I am not alone in my pain. You said not to dissociate, I'm not sure what you mean. What I feel is blank, empty and nothingness. No passion for anything. Struggling to feel something on the outside, but dead on the inside.

You all have been wonderful to me thanks so much