I don't know if any of you remember, but I have been in partial hospitalization for a while now. Actually it has only been three weeks, but meanwhile I have watched many people get dismissed before me.
I guess I just want sympathy. The program is so boring, and I have to be so careful of what I share/say. My bipolar....one of the most displaying bipolar people my doctor has seen in a while he tells me....makes it hard to control unnecessary comments. Unnecessary comments reflect on my mental state.
Medication changes have been rough. I have really had a tough time with Vraylar. The doctor doesn't want to change medicines beyond his original call.
I might have to miss a very special college visit for one of my sons next week. He has an invitation to perform his music for a professor at UNC-Chapel Hill. The doctor said we would decide my ability to attend as the date got closer.
As of today, my areas that need work are Bipolar med regulation, anxiety, and sui.-de ideation. I think I am doing well, but that is not the case of the professionals.

Thanks for reading, I know I was a bit wordy.
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