Always cried buckets of tears
related to fears
non left right now
so far to the brow
of that hill
I climb still.
Lost in a haze
been downward for days,
Dreams are so rife
ghosts from my life
are reaching with hate
trying to relate
to keep them away
not working today
mind like a spiral
thoughts which are viral
infecting my being
only darkness I'm seeing
no parents left
feeling bereft
they want to see me
cant cope with that scene.
They both trigger pain
driving me insane.

Jx