I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder, anxiety, ptsd and ocd at 15 during a 72 hour hold. I was on meds until 18 but then I couldn't afford them so I stopped taking them. Somehow I got better on my own, had a baby got a job almost normal. Then my baby died and cps took my toddler. I got pregnant again but lost that baby too. I think the trauma of losing my kids like that has triggered my bipolar. Problem with that is I have a job and a good boyfriend but I'm about to lose both if I don't stop acting like a crazy person.
Any suggestions on how I'm supposed to do that?
I can't afford therapy or meds so those are not options for me.
Any input would be helpful