I feel so bad for this...but I ended up blocking her today from my phone and all social media ): She's very toxic and she just makes me feel horrible about myself with her nonstop put downs. If I just take sometime to focus more on my dad/own problems and forget to check on her for a little bit, I'm met with a long text message telling me how I'm a horrible friend despite her knowing what I'm going through with my dad's health/my own personal health. I really wanted to thank you guys for making me feel like it's okay to finally worry about myself and put myself first. I'll be honest, I feel guilty for cutting her out like this, but I really needed to do this for my own health. I'm starting to reach out more to my friends who are understanding of my situation and supportive of me.