Medications do not distinguish between the necessary and the unnecessary in the comment department, so "mental state" is not the entire issue there. Overall, it sounds to me like your doctor is expecting you to only make comments s/he happens to believe are "necessary" and I would not tolerate that. Learning when certain comments are appropriate and when it is best to hold them back can be quite a challenge, and in my own case that has nothing to do with any kind of mental illness. I could be quite wrong here, of course, but I believe you are being mis-treated and whether or not you attend the upcoming even is a decision for you to make, not some doctor.