As we know...mom is here...yes mom. She's always told us that nothing happened to us as a baby....but she just told me that we/I were born a 7 month preemie.

Can this be it? Incubated for a month....We've been searching for the root tramua....and here it is I think.

Of course this screwed us for the abuse that came to follow...the destruction of our spirit for the next 18 years not being able to understand nor barely handle childhood into adult life...and then some even today 49 years later.

This of course has soften some resentments towards our father figure....now the blame is no longer his....not sure to where to go with all this....