Thanks for the your reply still crazy,
That's pretty much my stance on things.. It's the BDD for me that is the worst bit, but then i have such a myriad of issues... - the depression is 'secondary' to my anxiety.
I just get so down with the anxiety and Schema stuff, that i get depressed.

I tried wellbutrin a couple days ago and it made me completely suicidal.. suicidal ideation non-stop, it's still having that effect on me.
I had hoped it'd just perk my mood up a bit so i could deal with my mounting anxiety.

I'm so sensitive to pych meds,, just not in a way that is beneficial to me.
I've tried: Fluoxetine, Sertraline, Mirtazapine, Clomipramine, Escitalopram..
None did anything but make me feel empty and ill... - bar mirtazapine that helped me with depression for a month before it stopped working.
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Think it's about time i got some more talking therapy.