I thought that about Paxil one time..

I "said" this withdrawal.. stuff.. just giving too much power to the whole process..

so... I proceeded to go to Las Vegas.. a planned looked forward trip... and didn't take any Paxil with me.. thought.. hmmm.. I'll be busy.. there won't be a problem.. won't be tempted to fall back and take it.. cause I don't have it with me..

Well..... that is the single biggest mistake.. I think I have ever made..

And.. it was terrible.. awlful..

And.. when I got back.. I was a mess... from the w/d... and went back on it right away... and I will never try.. "cold turkey" again...