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Old Jun 10, 2017, 03:26 PM
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Omg, so I investigated further on this whole 'booking' issue, and she literally never even could have told me to book the gift, based on the timeline of events. And it's making me super anxious and having panic attacks because I feel like I'm being gas lighted and also like she's trying to find fault with me to fire me. Like literally I feel like she's trying to make me crazy because she never gave me those instructions and furthermore it's impossible that she could have.
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Primary Dx: C-PTSD and Severe Chronic Treatment Resistant Major Depressive Disorder
Secondary Dx: Generalized Anxiety Disorder with mild Agoraphobia.

Meds I've tried: Prozac, Zoloft, Celexa, Effexor, Remeron, Elavil, Wellbutrin, Risperidone, Abilify, Prazosin, Paxil, Trazadone, Tramadol, Topomax, Xanax, Propranolol, Valium, Visteril, Vraylar, Selinor, Clonopin, Ambien

Treatments I've done: CBT, DBT, Transcranial Magnetic Stimulation (TMS), Talk therapy, psychotherapy, exercise, diet, sleeping more, sleeping less...
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