It is interesting how some times your next appointment can't get here fast enough and other times it is here too quick. At my last session a lot of memories got triggered, not good or bad maybe more of an aha type thing. Unfortunately it was while we were wrapping up, literally 1 minute from the end. So now I have to sit here with these thoughts and wanting so bad to talk to T about them. I guess one good thing that has come from this so far is I am writing my thoughts and feelings done and making some connections on my own. It still feels like forever before I will get to talk to her.

So I know between appointments is where most of the work occurs. I just think things may have finally clicked for me and I might be able to make some meaningful connections and changes. I think this is the first time I have let my guard down enough to talk about the past in a non superficial way.

I am both excited and nervous to see what comes of this.