I have the feeling that nothing can go right now. Maybe I've used up my "gone-rights". I have this feeling of doom like something else is going to drop on my head. I feel its something big. And to think that I just saw my pdoc and was distracted by that other doctor asking me about my vertical labret, instead of me telling her my fears. I'm bad at seeing Pdoc. She just sat there and sang my praises to him: how I call when the slightest thing happens, etc. Ugh. Time to eat again. I'm not losing any weight. I feel like I've gained back anything I've lost and the liver doctors will not be happy EVEN THOUGH my liver enzymes test came back VERY GOOD recently! Oh whatever. Maybe I just need to shut up and go to bed.