What did I say or not say? Why is it sometimes when I'm telling her things that seem important to me, I can't feel her understanding the importance? I think I am just too stupid and shallow to be effective verbally.

I'm feeling stranded, alone.

I don't think T likes me. I don't think she cares.

I don't like feeling all alone.

I called her. I even called her cell. No call back. I don't know what to do. Falling apart. I don't want to ever go back.