I am veering hour by hour between states of intense anger/confusion to relief and peace due to recent family episode. I never ever thought I would consider a close relative "dead" to me.
But it is what it is. Trying to find peace in the whole thing

Also wondering about the Zoloft. I feel amped up. Could obviously be the situation I am facing but this feels different than my usual reaction. I kinda sent a work email out that was a little angry as well

Who knows at this point!

Hugs to everyone!