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Originally Posted by AlwaysChanging2
Basically you described me....and when this happens, it creates more anxiety which makes it all self-feeding. 
I don't know what to do but other than drink....alot.
I do all this all day long. Usually someone Other than me would take over the conscious then we are all distracted staring into space...forgetting what we are doing....walking in circles.
On the job we have a pocket radio to listen to that keeps us distracted so that the Carpenter could do his work which keeps us employed with an income.
Being co-conscious and switchy can make a day very hard to do...because you don't know who is coming or going...much like a merry-go-round.
As much as I want it to be hypomanic with bipolar...not happening. |
Yeah, it's so stupid how when it gets worse you just want to cry about every little hit of anxiety. Makes me frustrated then sad. I wish I could drink but about 2 years or so ago (?) I drank too much and blacked out then took a big handful of xanax because I was having a panic attack/not knowing what I was doing... it was bad I went to the hospital. And now after a half hour or so of being tipsy I get extremely anxious >.< then I get overly depressed worse than before! Like come on! Give me a break please?! That sounds exhausting to have so many people inside of you, I don't know much about DID since they said I just had DD nos, and anxiety depression the usual.