thank you for your kind words... they really are appreciated..

yes... it has gradually worn off... can say I just about kissed everything in my home... lol.. even the tree outside my window where the squirrels come to feed..I am not materialist.. but oohhhh boy.. being warm and safe.. feels so good..homeless.. is so so scary...

Some of my dreams are not so easily shaken... one time I had a dream that the school counselor was "spying" on my house... lol.. we lived in the same neighboorhood.. and he felt that "single" parents - that we put our children at extreme risk... just by being single..and he had given me several lectures about it.. though my son was not having problems..

well I went to my son's school... and realized just in time.. that it was a dream... gezzzzzzzzzzzz... I got into the school.. with wet hair from a shower.. got to the office.. went in.. and then went.. OMG... and made an excuse.. and slunk off.. and prayed my son didn't find out..went home.. dried my hair.. went to work.. powerful dreams...that linger...

but.. anyway... their son... she a teacher.. he a councelor.. ended up.. smoking.. and in drugs..so his theroy... of single parents.. didn't come true...this is beside the point...