I am feeling pretty useless today.

I think it's because of my friend tara.. yesterday she went to a birthday party, and today she's having some friends round for dinner in the garden.

it just reminds me that I do so little, and i've seen so little in life (so I'm agoraphobic, and can't really help it), but still.

their are things I could get done indoors, I suppose (nothing at the moment, nothing needs to be done)

feel like a bit of a spare part.

I also feel quite upset over something I watched.

episode 1 of a new drama.

I am going to watch the second episode, but not for a while... I need time.



time to end the day I think. nothing good will come of today