Dear T

I am looking forward to your call because I need to talk to you so badly, but I know I will be disappointed because you really suck over the phone (you are amazing in real life, don't get me wrong!!!!)
That casual tone you get, even when we talk about difficult things...that casual tone I get...even when all I want to tell you is I can't take it anymore.

T - How are you doing?
Me- Well, I am just doing stuff
T - OK, how has the weekend been?
Me - Well, nothing special
T - OK, anything else on your mind?
Me - Nope
T - OK, see you next time then
Me - See you

My mind ####!!^%4#@!!!*****!11***!!@3@!