((( tracey )))

i can understand the feeling of "safety" with depression, at one point (im ovecoming it now) i didnt WANT to be better. i didnt know how to be. im 15 now, i was dx with clinical depression when i was 10, felt this way since i was 7. even before then i remember being i quiet kid that everyone liked to pick on. so its no coincidence.. anyway the only reason i'm saying this is because for myself, i'm so used to feeling this way, change really freaked me out. i didnt want it.

so it might take a little longer than you'd like to pull out of that cycle, especially if youve been like this for a while, but it's possible.

best bring it up with your T if you have one.