Other things he would say that are very queer indeed. He would say" i love you jenny"....and in the same breathe..."even though you used to be a man" and he would smile like a shy schoolboy.
He would say that he took care of me.
He would say when we argued or i refused a cuddle "i am not like ...." but i had never spoken about my step dad. Maybe he had a temper and was strict. He punched through the window of the front door when he realised he could no longer keep me in check. But i had worked past my ill feelings for him by the time i moved in with freddy. It was like he was trying to appeal to psychology like i was using transference from my step onto him but it was not the case,.
He would annoy me when he would go aw you just need a cuddle, when i didn't want him anywhere near me.
After my overdose i had time off work. So f$%king what. If you saw the place and s£$t i did, in a room with no windows or ventilation, working on a steaming hot machine all day, you would need a break for sake of your health and sanity too. But anyway, i couldn't sleep one night so i came downstairs into the kitchen to make some toast because carbs help me sleep sometimes and he stormed downstairs, demanding i go to bed. I am like i have no work tomorrow, but he actually scared me, and i did what he said.
I had another schizo ditz, at that work and said "i never get time to chill......"