Texted my mom last night to come over today. She stopped by after church. I let her know that I primarily reach out via text. She doesn't pay attention to her phone to be quick to text, but I don't like talking on the phone that much. So if I'm having issues, I'll text first. Anyway, we went grocery shopping, then we stopped by the salon so she could get her hair done. It was nice spending time with her, especially since her AD has kicked in and she's easier to be around. Tomorrow I have to babysit my nephew while my sister has a doctor appointment, so seeing him is always fun. Not sure why I want to avoid good feelings. I kind of feel like I don't deserve it or I'm not supposed to have them.