((((((((((((((((( okie ))))))))))))))))))))
When it's hard to find the breath to speak, push yourself dear one......put it out there either on the forums or to someone you trust in a pm. Please don't shut down, and don't shut anyone out.
You are in my prayers hon.......reach out your hand as far as you can and I'll reach the rest of the way.
Hold on tight okie.....you have so many here who love you and want to be there for you.

sabby