Dear V, I'll be writing here until you'll tranform into the T that really cares and it's warm and concerned. Oh wait, that will never happen. You are waiting for me to have aha moments, I'm waiting for you to give me support.
Yes, I can't ask for help. I'm that kind of crazy.
I'm so ****ing angry now. I'm tired.
I'm stuck and haven't really got choices.

whatever