Love comes when you least expect it. In 2004 I signed up for a online dating website for people with mental illnesses. I figured if they could be open and honest about their mental illnesses then they were more likely to be honest about everything else. I found my wife on that site. We have since been together over. 12 years. She posts on Psych Central under the name Terabithia. The sites name is www.nolongerlonely.com When I was on it, it was a free site but that has been many years ago. I'm not sure if it still is. I should say it's worth checking into. Wishing the very best for you.