I'm starting to seriously regret starting college. They want to work me way too hard after only being just starting a week ago. How the hell am I even supposed to do what they're wanting me to do? It's not like anybody ever taught me how to study and remember information properly. Expecting me to do everything on my own this quickly is asking too much out of me.

College is too hard and the reward is beginning to not seem like it's worth the work to me. I couldn't care less about an Associate's degree, especially if I have to stay two whole years living in a state that I'm utterly miserable in just to earn one. I don't find value in a college degree because I want to be an entrepreneur anyways and many entrepreneurs are college dropouts.

The only reason why I started college in the first place is so I could have an easier way to get my needs met. Work study jobs are much easier to obtain than regular jobs and leftover Pell Grant money that remains unused for college related purposes is great to use as startup funds for an online business but they are making me wait weeks to get my refund. There is also the free therapist for students which I need since I can't afford a therapist on my own and there is other resources available for me to make my life easier.

So yeah, if they don't give me a job I'm done with this so called college that is really a scam as soon as my refund disbursements arrive.