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Originally Posted by starrysky
I feel very alone. I want to have something to do with my days and people to be around. I don't know WHY this is so hard to have. I have many interests, and I know I could volunteer. I think sometimes my problem is I imagine what it will be like before i do it, and it always feels boring, or too overwhelming, and then don't want to do it, and don't do it, based on how I'm feeling. A lot of the time, I just don't feel like it. Today I had a volunteer interview at a hospital. I cancelled because I felt like I don't really want to volunteer in a hospital, and the directions she gave me to find the volunteer office felt confusing, and it's raining, and i didn't want to deal. But now I'm home, alone, and very sad. If someone could help or be supportive, I'd appreciate it. I feel like absolute *****. I need to figure out a plan. I need to figure out what to do.
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Hi there. I have been in your exact same spot. i was called on to volunteer but it wasn't the right time and i made such a big deal out of it i didn't do it. Now i wish that i had. I'm even reconsidering it again if i get the opportunity. i feel better about myself now that i'm on the right medications. that had everything to do with it for me. You will find your right time to do something like volunteer or maybe something else. it's all about the timing. Good luck to you. I will keep you in my prayers.