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Originally Posted by Jennifer 1967
You sound like you are really hard on youself. Can you be a little more gentle and compassionate with yourself and give yourself some credit for having survived what you have? I agree with the previous poster that a good therapist might be useful in helping you move forward. Best wishes.  |
A "good" therapist, you say? Guess what, those cost money that I don't have.
I will try the free therapist available to me at college but I highly doubt that they will be able to help me at this point.
People don't understand how hard life is for me. I should seriously just go back to using and manipulating people like I used to since I'm already an unlikable person as it is so I might as well go all in and at least get my physical needs met in the process.
Honestly, why do I even try to be a decent person anymore? Not like people will ever appreciate me.