Today, I am struggling hard with jealousy.

My former therapist is moving soon to take up a job in Arizona -- across the country from me. I am JEALOUS of his new clients... jealous that they get to have him how I still want to have him (as a therapist -- not a friend). It hurts... so badly... I'm tired of the physical pain of this. I don't want to feel anything towards him. I wish I could completely forget he ever existed.