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Originally Posted by junkDNA
So you asked to move our appointment up an hour. My paranoid thoughts are telling me that you're going to try to put me in the hospital and that's why you moved it up to 9 a.m. instead of 10 to give you more time. I know I said I probably need to be in a hospital till I get my meds sorted out but part of me does not want to go to the hospital so I'm scared
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Sorry you're going through this
Have you told anybody in real life besides your therapist? Having a support system has helped keep me sane at times, even when I'm at my worst.
Is there a reason you don't want to go to the hospital? I know I've always been too paranoid to go, so I've never been, even when full blown psychotic or suicidal. The hospital is an anxiety thing for me. I'm often in the same situation where I know I should go, but then something holds me back