I can't say I feel that way exactly. But it's not unusual when I'm in a funk to feel like, if I show any kind of momentary happiness or amusement at anything, it would be inappropriate & would make it seem as though perhaps I'm just faking my anxiety & depression. It's strange how I can be feeling anxious, depressed & even passively suicidal on the one hand & yet find something that will "tickle my funny-bone", as the saying goes, at the same time... confusing...